I really don't know what to say, or what to do. I mean I love you more than ever and the more I think about it the more I'm sure about it. But I can't say the same about you. You say you love me just as much as before but before you used to call me and leave me messages and say things I know you wouldn't say to other girls. And then I followed you around a bit and figured out that I have no clue if I should trust you or not. But me being me I trust you with everything, no matter what you've done, which is so stupid of me. I wish you could've seen where I took this picture. I remember calling you when I was watching this and it was one of the most beautiful things ever. But I don't know if you'd even appreciate it. I feel like you're one of those people who is only the person I know when you're not with all of your friends. And I wish for your sake, you weren't. Because I need you to be the person who is there for me not matter what, in front of your friends, our families, or by ourselves, with minor changes of course. Maybe I really do ask too much of you, I didn't think i do. I mean you always went above and beyond at the beginning and now I don't know what to say. I love you so much and you used to say you loved me more and I actually thought you did, but now its the opposite and I don't know what to do. I love you and I'm pretty sure I always will. After all, we both want to marry our high school sweet hearts don't we?
