A week ago yesterday we finally figured it all out. I was so happy for the first time in a while. Which stayed with me until about...Saturday I guess. And today too. I guess my expectations are way high but they're not ridiculous. At least most people don't think so, and I tend to talk about everything to my friends so they would know. I don't know what to do still. You say you haven't been with them, the guy I remember was quite a quick thinker and could lie like no other. And I mean, its you. Really? I don't get how you could do that. If you actually are telling the truth, then I honestly can't wait to see you. But you know that I'm not easy going when it comes to some things. Somehow you've literally charmed me into this, I have NO clue how you did it but you have, and I'm under your charm and do everything you say. Just hearing your voice puts the biggest smile on my face and I loved hearing how you were worried about what was up with me, I just hope you actually meant it. Which is another thing I don't get. If you really don't feel that, then why do you bother. I haven't seen you for almost 9 months. Why would you ever think of keeping this up if you didn't? come up with a reason to that and get back to me.
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