Soulmate

The infamous soulmate.
Have you found yours? 
Do you have one? 
Do you have more than one?

What is a soulmate?

I firmly believe everyone has at least one soulmate in this world. However, I also believe most people have more than one. (keep in mind all of this is while I'm reading "Modern Romance" and laughing my ass off at how true it is) 

But anyways, I believe most people have more than one soul mate; because I believe that a soulmate is someone who is so perfect for you in one way, at one point in time. But that's it. They're meant to be in your life for that time and only that time and then you are meant to move on. They're supposed to have an such a large impact that you can feel them in your thoughts, like the head over heels love so many people seek. I don't think that's who you are supposed to marry. 

To me, your relationship with your soulmate is so amazing, so perfect and passionate all at once that it can't last. Because once you start learning who each other are and what qualities you have, that attraction fades...or it does and you try to force it back resulting in a forced, uncomfortable relationship where neither of you are happy. Or you're both pretending, and that never lasts.

I think I found mine.

In fact, I know I did. I'm just too afraid to actually commit to saying that because I have no idea how he felt. I wish I could know... I think I know but I only really want to know if it's a "he cares about me the same way I cared about him" answer.

He's smart, really motivated, Jewish, hilarious, thoughtful, kind, spunky, outgoing, protective... I mean I really can keep going. Whenever I was with him I felt like nothing could go wrong. He's carefree but not careless. And he's still a teenager. Granted he's 19, turning 20 in like two months but still. I couldn't have planned that even if I wanted to. He was the one person everyone was like "oh you should go for it" and I literally said "No way, he's way too young. If I can't get a drink with him I'm not dating him." And now that's all I wish I could do.