I was just kidding about that being my only post right after I restarted.I've been talking to the guy who I dragged around all year long. Now keep in mind I really did have feelings for him and they were strong. Just at the time I used to talk to my other guy all the time and my feelings were stronger for him. So between my best friend telling me she's going to rehab school year round because she lied to me and watching a movie that had the song that goes "may angels lead you in" at the end I lost it. That was the song that was in my guy's friend's memorial movie and this past fall it was the saddest thing I had experienced.
Moving on from that I crashed and now I'm ok but this whole up and down thing is not one of my favorites... is it for anyone though? I doubt it. Watching Sex and the City right now is making me slightly miss the relationship I had with.. I guess we should call him something but I can't think of what at the moment so if you have any ideas let me know. I'm really running on empty now but I'm secretly waiting for him to text or call me... or even show up on line. Even though I know its not going to happen. So for those who always wonder if girls really do wait by the phone, the answer is yes. And THAT is all I have for now.
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