Shut UP already

I've been home a total of what... 5 days now? And in those five days, my mother has managed to make me feel like absolute shit. Maybe its because its period week. Maybe its because she's just a bitch. I dunno. Whether I dress in short shorts one day while my sister wears them constantly shouldn't matter. oh waiiiiiit but it does, because i'm so fat. BULLSHIT. first of all, i'm not  fat. second of all, if you're going to give me shit, give it to your other daughter who who is fat and dresses like shit. Sorry I got herpes and didn't want to wear pants where I have to wear underwear... and still don't want to. Really forgive me. Because clearly getting herpes wasn't punishment enough for my actions. Oh and then to get my car vandalized and to not have a summer.. and to have to spend the summer with you where you yell at me for everything and can never be happy? sorry, that just sounds so enjoyable I really should be more enthusiastic.  I REALLY need to be SO happy about living in a place where I have to hide alcohol that I RESPONSIBLY  drink. because its such a crime. you know what I have to say? FUCK YOU. just like i said to Ricky. Who I also have to deal with. so yes. I will be a bitch because you controlling me makes my life absolutely miserable. yeah someone has it worse. but guess what. i'm not going to spend my life comparing my life to others. because that would make me even ore miserable than I am. and yes I am going to get that tattoo.